HAD A LOT OF EXPERIENCES THIS WEEK AND IN MY MISSION IN
GENERAL, WHERE I JUST FEEL WEAK AND IMPERFECT, AND I LITERALLY DON'T KNOW
WHY GOD IS GIVING SOMEONE WHO KNOWS SO LITTLE SO MUCH RESPONSIBILITY...
HAHA BUT I HAVE LEARNED SOOOO MUCH AND KNOW THAT IT ISN'T TO MAKE ME SAD
OR WORSE AS A PERSON, BUT TO STRENGTHEN MI AND GIVE ME THE OPPORTUNITIES
TO RELY ON HIM AND LITERALLY USE AND UNDERSTAND THE ATONEMENT IN MY
LIFE. I REALLY ONLY EXPECTING TO GO ON MY MISSION AND CHANGES LIVES, I
NEVER REALLY THOUGHT I WOULD ALSO BE CHANGING MY OWN. I KNOW IF I
CONQUER THESE PERSONAL TRIALS, I WILL LITERALLY BECOME A BETTER PERSON
AND BE THE DAUGHTER OF MY HEAVENLY FATHER THAT HE IS SEEING IN ME, AND
WANTING FROM ME. I KNOW THAT GOD LIVES. I FEEL HIS LOVE, EVEN WHEN IT
SEEMS REALLY FAR. HER IS NEAR. MY FAVORITE SCRIPTURE BEFORE THE MISSION
AND STILL TODAY IS ALMA 12:26..THINK
ITS ON MY MISSION PLACUQE...WELL IT WAS PRETTY MUCH REVELATION THAT I
DIDN'T KNOW AT THE TIME. HAHA BUT I NEVER REALLY UNDERSTOOD THE MEANING
OF THIS SCRIPTURE UNTIL NOW. UNTIL I BECAME A REPRESENTATIVE OF JESUS
CHRIST. UNTIL I TRULY EXPERIENCED THE POWER OF HIS ATONEMENT. I KNOW I'M
IMPERFECT. I KNOW I'M WEAK. BUT I'M HAPPY WITH MY IMPERFECTIONS. LIKE THE
SCRIPTURE SAYS IN 2 CORINTHANS 12:9-10. READ IT. LIVE IT.
I LOVE YOU ALL.
ILL SEND PICS THE NEXT WEEK.
AHHHH.
GOT TO GO.
SMILE.
BYE :)
HNA JOHNSON
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